Something you always think “what if…” about
Sometimes I wonder, what if I’d never grown up in the church, what would my life be like? My life I know would probably look very different as many of my friendships revolve around the church. My outlook on life would be different. I would probably be strongly pro-gay; more open about how dirty my mind can get; more likely to spend my money on going to concerts…but then by the same token some things probably wouldn’t be any different.
Music would probably be a big part of my life, I’d still be shy and outgoing all at once. It’s something to think about at any rate….not that it would ever be a reality, hey? The church will always be a part of who I am.
Things you want to say to 5 different people
To the online friend who WAS a friend, once upon a time
You made me who I am today and I appreciate the time we were friends because you taught me more about myself. I’m not the person I was four years ago, and thank God for that.
To the one who got away
I pray you find someone who will complement you the way I couldn’t. God will bless you with the right life partner one day.
To the one who brought me into this world
I am so grateful that you decided to have me, and tried your best. I am grateful for your courage to give me up. I thank God for the life you gave me.
To the family that I am no longer in contact with
I still love you guys, and I pray that one day we will be reconciled. Not just me, but my dad and nan and everyone.
To my brother
I appreciate and love you even if we don’t talk much. You have grown into an amazing young man, and I’m proud of you.