Something you’re currently worrying about
To be honest? I’m worrying about my health, which isn’t hard to do considering the way my body is at the moment. Feels like my hundredth bad cold in the last few months; my hand kinda swelled up probably due to having my bandage on too tight; and my left knee/leg is giving me grief.
What is there not to worry about? On top of that it worries me when it makes other people worry about me. If that makes any sense.
I don’t know. I try not to let things worry me too much. When I do feel like I’m worrying too much I stop and pause and remember that I don’t have to do this alone. I have God. And I have my family and friends.
But it is easy to get down on oneself. I feel I’m letting myself down and others sometimes. I mean, I know I can’t control getting sick but I’ve already had so much time off work….it makes me feel bad. I mean, it’s the hazard of working in my chosen profession, but it doesn’t make it any easier to feel good about it.
I love my job; that’s a given but you would think that over the four almost five years I’ve been in the industry I’d have built an immunity to getting really sick.
It sucks that I get sick so easily and then add this whole getting tendinitis thing in my left wrist and the whole of my left side of my body being stuffed-ish. It’s frustrating.
So, yeah that’s what’s worrying me. My health and how its impacting my ability to work and actually enjoy my work life and feel like I’m contributing to my full potential.
(I know there’s nothing to feel bad about. If I’m sick, I’m sick and there’s no point in making it worse and/or making everyone else sick)